Now I am far from perfect and in no way saying we must always walk the straight and narrow and never gossip or bitch about our friends once in a while, however, when you repeatedly talk shit about someone and make fun of them with your other friends and husband, try and find ways to omit them from events, go out of your way to avoid them, and then play best friend to their face and publicly write about them and how much they mean to you, you’re an asshole.

When you talk about gratitude and giving back and showing others the importance of kindness and love and blah blah bullshit blah blah you are a goddamn hypocrite!  I don’t know if men do this to each other but why do women feel this type of behavior is ok.  There is clearly something wrong with you if you can live your life knowing you really are disgusted by a person you pretend to like to their face and everyone around them knows it but that person.  I’m sure we have all been that person at one time in our lives whether we realized it or not. (I certainly hope we didn’t know it, I did though) It is behavior beyond hateful and this person is someone who is supposedly well respected in our community, which is a joke to me.  How is that even possible with this type of behavior.  A person cannot have true ugliness like this inside and be a good person, not really.  She may pretend to be a good person and do good things for others but she’s really just a hypocrite.

What do you do in situations like this, do you tell the other person the truth or just leave it be?  I am inclined to leave it be.  The last time I spilled something major, and it was really major, it broke up a friends 17 year marriage because I saw her husband cheating on her with some twenty something while she was out of town with their daughter.  To this day I believe it is the reason she no longer speaks to me and truthfully I do understand, but I’m over it.  I’m not the one that screwed the twenty something.  Even though the messenger usually is the one who gets shot.

I think its in my best interest to simply stay out of it and let her find out on her own, if she ever does.  Its none of my business as I am no longer friends with either of them any longer so I should just mind my own business and let things happen as they are meant to because I know she wouldn’t believe me anyway since she has her friend up her ass.

I wish as women we would spend more time embracing one another and lifting each other up and supporting each other in our accomplishments instead of being fearful and hateful and expelling so much energy trying to tear each other down.  We could be so much more than who we are if we spent half the energy supporting each other that we spend gossiping about each other and ripping each other apart or even giving each other dirty looks in TJ Maxx and Marshalls.  I cannot tell you how many dirty looks I get when I am shopping at TJ Maxx and one of these days I’m gonna slap a ho.  And I ain’t talkin garden tool!